KNOWING BETTER BOUT ME??

THAT’S THE SUMMARY!

When I said in bad mood,

No one did trust me,

No one did ignore me,

They act like doesn’t like that,

They act like doesn’t know that,

Maybe they never care bout me,

Maybe they did not want to hear my problem,

Maybe they are not interested bout me anymore,

Maybe they always think that I never had problem,

And maybe, if they are too tired thinking bout me,

As long as can I remember,

I never thought I want to ignore them,

I never thought I want to hurt them,

I never thought I want to leave them behind,

Why they never understand me,

Why they never think bout me

Why they like to push me down

Did my face too ugly to be seen as a normal human

If nottttttttttttttt??

Why you hurt me,

Why you doesn’t care bout me,

Why you want me to understand you? But, not you also know me?

Why you hate me so damn??

If you didn’t want to hurt me,

You will never think to do like that,

You will always keep me smiling,

Apa guna kalau senyum tp, x ikhlas?

Apa guna kalau ketawa berdekah tp, x pham erti kelakar?

Apa guna mendengar kalau dah tak suka?

Apa guna bercerita depan saya kalau belakang sya berkata juga?

Apa guna persahabatan jika dimulakan pertemuaan dengan persengketaan?

Apa guna berkawan kalau x reti memahami satu sama lain?

Apa guna sengketa kalau boleh bahagia?

Apa guna percaya kalau sentiasa berdusta??

Yang mana satu pilihan kalbu ! ! ! :D

Tak ada orang lain da yang boleh aq caye untuk memberi khidmat nasihat and teguran selain daripada Muhamad Khusairi bin Othman ~~abg aku~~..  :D

X kire ape jenis masalah yang aq hadapi, klu cter je kt dye, InsyaAllah dye buleh tlong settekan, macm2 masalah dah aq cbe minx pertolongan kauseling dye., walaupon mula2 aq akan kne bebel dlu, tp, aq tau ape yang cakap uh , betul, tepat dan benar.., x de sangsi!

Bermula dari masalh keluarga ~~~ sampai laa maslah yang sedang melanda dunia nie.., ade je dye tau n tlong bgi pendapat.., mne dye dapat sumer in4 tu pon aq x tau.., otak dye ade tenet bergerak kot !   hurmmm.., x kesah laaa mne dya dpt sumer in4 tu, tp, yang penting matlamat post kt sini kali ni ialah MATLAMAT AQ SELEPAS MENDAPAT DIPLOMA AKAUNTANSI ! !

~otw balik dri kmpung, abg sempat bgi pendpat tntang penyambungan riwayat hidup aq selepas dip nie, da byak kali dye soh aq smbung degree dlm bidang akaun, no more other courses! *dlm hati ckp, Subbahanallah…, mcm mne laa aq nk smbung nie, leh ke aq troskan idup nie?? Pendapat luar kate degree akaun agak ssah.., tambh2 ag haritu ade lak g dengor cermah tntg ACCA..,  kebanyakkan sumer Chinese student..,  aduh, down skit semangat kental disini..,

But later then dye kate dye x kesah., I may choose what did I want or dengr nasihat dye.  He said, “klu ani rse ani x dpt catch up dngn akaun, ani boleh cbe amik degree kesetiausahaan., dekat uitm Sri Iskandar ade.., *dalam hati ~ ~ wah3x.., nmpak gayanya mmg pasti laa aq kna sambung belajar nie., hahahaha.

Dye kate lagi orang mcm aq ni lebih elok pilih kesetiausahaan je dripada plih courses degree yang len mcm financial yang dye tgh amik skunk nie., mcm dye tau je aq nie jenis mcm mne.., haha mesti laa tau, nme pon adek sendri.., J

Dlm nk abis sembg2.., ade terdengr desas desus dye nk bukk company audit! Perh.., bgusnya abg aq nie.., nseb bek ade sorg je abg.., klu ade 2,3,4,5 n 10 x ke naya nk dengr mcm2 pendpt..,

So, matlamat dihati buat msa nie, selesaikan dlu masalh pertama !  MUET. L

So, sya akan berusaha bersugguh2., untuk mencapai band 6.., huahahahahahahhaha

*x salah berangan kan.,

It is not impossible which is possible..,

And there is no victory if no effort !